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Jakarta, Indonesia
a sucker for city lights.

Saturday, April 26, 2014


Yes, you.

Thank you for ruining birthday for me.

Thank you for reminding me that I am worthless right on the day I aged another year older.

Thank you for giving me love and taking it right away.

Thank you for teaching me all about pleasure and pain.

Thank you for coming and going in my life.

Thank you for ruining April 27th for me, for my family, and for my friends.

Thank you for ripping my heart apart.

Thank you.

Friday, April 25, 2014


It begins down there. Bubbling, stirring. In the depth of your gut.

When joy starts to drifting away, you have to grasp onto a surface.

When the surface starts to crumble, probably you need to grip it harder. Keep it together.

And when you're tired, you should be able to let go.

Because to let go is to be humane.

Monday, April 21, 2014

I feel like I'm drowning.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Mellow Melody

As I laid my head upon my pillows, I couldn't help but thinking;

How are you doing there?
Are you fine?
Don't be stressed out.
Have I crossed your mind today?

The Mind is A Multi Faced Bit*h

Have you ever felt betrayed by your own mind?

I have.